How's yaa mamaa and 'em
Christian likes big baaaawls and I’m a baaaawlaah
Spurr of the moment kindaa thing yaadig.
Blahh
Sheesh it’s been a while since I’ve blogged, but I decided to blog since I’m just waiting for hula class to start. Hmm I’m actually enjoying this semester of school. I’m probably just saying this since the work isn’t too hard rigght now but it’s all gooood. Hopefully I can handle it. Mmk I’m done cause I have absolutely nothing to saay =p
Yaaaamommaaa
Sooo I’m heree in astronomy class and joel is bakla because he likes penises on his hand and puts it in his mouth. Yeaaaaahhh maaaan. Todaaay was such a long day, actually its not even done yet cause im here in class. But yeaaahhh, christian sucks.
Naughty puppies
Yay first week of school was a success. Actually I can’t really say first week cause we started Wednesday but whatevs. My classes seem coo, I need to try and get good grades this semester. I think the only class I’m sort of worried about is my bio class just because I haven’t taken any science class for years. I think the last time I’ve taken a science was sophomore year. Ehh, might as well get over it. But anyways, it’s really nice to see people again. I hate seeing people younger than me who used to go elco. Blecck get outtaa heree. Ha ok I’m mean but I just feel old.
Haha I need to post this just cause i think it’s soo funny. Frickin christian made me laugh so much in human sexuality. Ha so we thought there were these black guys in our class and I got hella excited until they turned around. Then me and Christian hella looked at each other and said “oh, they’re just regular people ..” haha. And apparently my new name is kk vodka cause of my future goal I wanna achieve, ha I can dig it I guess.
Hmm, ooh piano class is coool. My teacher wants me to cut my nails but I don’t wannaa. If it’s part of my grade then I will, in the mean time I guess my fingers will just be naughty puppies.
Great
Ha so my attempt to sleep early was a success, until I had a dream I was spidergirl getting my ass kicked. That woke me up randomly and now I can’t go to sleep. Failed -_-
Hmm, and I thought he was one of the FEW I could trust in my family. I hate to say this, but a majority of my family do not understand who I really am. A bunch of them are gossip talkers who won’t keep their mouth shut. The only people I can really trust in my family to keep a secret is probaby my immediate family. Out of that, my brother probably is the only one who understands me and knows me. I thought he would be one of them that I could tell me secrets, but that wasn’t the case. Ooh well. Just another person I can’t trust in this family, but heeey its alll gooood. I’m still livin’ yaadig.
Prices I pay for being small
Well I figured out why my back is hella hurting. Ha I hella thought it was because I was just dancing too much Thursday night, but then I remembered. My small ass thought I could move my bed by myself, so I ended up with an injured back. Haha great. Sadface till it gets better.
Hmm I don’t remember the last time I brogged, but I’ll do one right now since I have nothing else to do. I don’t think my body has gotten a break from relaxing my muscles. I’ve been going to hula for almost this whole week, which has been murder on my legs. But itsaaallgoood. Annd thursday night didn’t give me a break either. I went to the club annd I kind of wasn’t looking forward to it because I found out we weren’t going to Abyss, which haas aloooot of chocolate if you catch my drift. But envy was coo tho. I was tipsy soo everyone said I had my “ghetto” voice on. I remember tho whole night tho, which is good haha. But yeahh I did things I didn’t think I would do .. well sober at least. Ha I got me some chocolate so mission complete. Ooh and this one random black girl started dancing with me and we were gettin’ it and making a scene. Haha it was pretty fun tho cause she was coo. Some guys can not dance tho. They were basically humping, not dancing. Like literally humping. But other than that, everythinng was coo and I probably won’t be doing that for hellaa long. I’m young so I gotta enjoy the times I do go out. Don’t like it? Yaamoms.
“Damnit I’ll beat it up.”
To let go isn’t to forget
A very interesting and tiring day today. My grandpa is a morning person and I know I’m not. I’ve been getting used to waking up late every morning or early afternoon, however you see it. But anyways, he wakes me up and I totally forgot I was just wearing panties and a tank top to sleep soo I hella got out of bed like it was nothing haha. After, I chilled for a bit and took a nap before hula. Good thing I did because hula kicked my ass tonight. I’m soo sore, but whatevs. I got my workout. Hopefully I’ll go tmo with Dion if I’m not too sore.
Oh before I forget, Joel Valte is soo effing cool. “Touchdown.” Hahaa. Yeah if you’re reading this, I’m only writing about you for a little bit.
Hmm, it’s amazing how a text can definitely change your mood. He always surprises me and I never expect when he textes me. But that’s the excitement/sudden heat I guess. Well it was a short conversation, but a little goes along way. I’d be lying if I said I was completely over him. Memories started coming back that I can’t seem to forget. I can’t forget who I am and how much progress I’ve made. I can’t remember that rush of joy .. but things like this don’t come so easily. I know he’ll always have a place in my heart, which probably isn’t a good thing .. but he does. I’ve heard alot of perspectives about me and him when we were together, and some weren’t so positive, but I mean .. they’d have to walk in our shoes to find out. Yeah I said alot of stuff to make me look tough and some may think he’s a bad guy for doing this to me. I know he’s a good guy because I’ve seen sides of him that no one else got to witness and I’m thankful I had the opportunity to share something with him. He has made me stronger and helped me experience what love is. Everything does happen for a reason, and I’m stronger for anything else that comes up. (Christian I know you’re reading this and I’m not emo fooo shoooot) I need to let go completely, which will take a huge amount of time. One day it’ll happen, but in the mean time .. I can’t help but think about him.
Anywhoo, on a different note .. I’m hungry. I hate these late night cravings that I’ve been having. Just call me fat heffa now.
